Pay Money to My Pain (stylized as Pay money To my Pain and abbreviated as P.T.P.) was a Japanese rock band. All of the band's lyrics are written in English.
Early in life, vocalist Kei Goto, who went under the stage name K, started writing lyrics as a way to cope with his depression and dark feelings. He was often in poor physical condition and suffered from mental health issues; spoke about depression and anxiety in some of his songs. In 2005, after the disbandment of his previous band, Gun Dog, he recruited four members and formed Pay money To my Pain. K stated that his lyrics expressed his deepest pain and when fans bought the CDs, they were literally buying into his pain. Hence, Pay money To my Pain.
They began to produce songs independently before signing with the record label VAP. From there, they released their first major single, "Drop of Ink", on December 6, 2006.
Several months later, they went to California where they recorded their first album, Another Day Comes, which was released on September 12, 2007. The album included "Home", the ending theme for Buzzer Beater, and "Another Day Comes", the ending theme for Ultraseven X.
Guitarist Jin left Pay Money to My Pain in April 2008. On July 30, 2008, they released an EP titled Writing in the Diary.
The band's song "Bury", from the album After You Wake Up, was featured as the opening theme to the anime One Outs. One of their other songs, "The Answer is Not in the TV", was featured in the Konami video game Pro Evolution Soccer 2010.
On June 9, 2010, Pay Money to My Pain released the single Pictures, which is an EP and a DVD sold separately.
On January 26, 2011, Pay Money to My Pain released their third album, Remember the Name.
On August 10, 2011, the band performed alongside Lynch at a charity event, called "Shikiyakou -Shikui-", which was hosted by Dead End. All proceeds were donated to the victims of the 2011 TÃ Âhoku earthquake and tsunami on March 11.
In June 2012, vocalist K was hospitalized. That summer, Pay Money to My Pain performed their live show "House of Chaos". They covered Buck-Tick's song "Love Letter" for Parade II -Respective Tracks of Buck-Tick-, which was released on July 4, 2012. In October, K was again hospitalized and went through rehabilitation; the band declared an activity stop. On December 30, 2012, K died of acute heart failure in his home in Yokohama.
On 20 September 2013, the band announced a new album called Gene, with songs that K had recorded before his death, as well as songs recorded with guest vocalists. The album, released on November 13, 2013, included "Rain", the theme song of the movie Sekisekirenren, "Innocent in a Silent Room" and a new version of "Sweetest Vengeance".
In December 2013, Pay money To my Pain played their last concert, entitled "From Here to Somewhere", before disbanding.
In January 2014, "Weight of my Pride" was featured in episode 12 of the anime series Hajime no Ippo: Rising. Their song "Respect for the Dead Man" was also used as the theme song for the Nobunagun anime, which began airing on January 5, 2014.
On December 29, 2014, a previously unreleased song named "Room #103", which has K on vocals, was uploaded to Pay money To my Pain's official YouTube channel.
On December 29, 2015, another previously unreleased song named "Relive", which has K on vocals, was uploaded to Pay money To my Pain's official YouTube channel.
On September 11, 2016, the band announced a limited edition box set entitled 10 Years from Drop of Ink including five CDs, two Blu-Rays, a 12" vinyl and various trinkets that would cover their entire career. The box set was slated for a December 6, 2016, release, ten years to the date of the release of their first major single, "Drop of Ink".
On February 2, 2020, Pay money To my Pain performed on the second day of "BLARE FEST. 2020" hosted by Coldrain. On this memorable day, PTP played "Ligarse", "Resurrection" (feat. Masato from coldrain & Hazuki from lynch.), "Weight of my pride" (feat. MAH from SiM), "Respect for the dead man" (feat. Koie, Teru from Crossfaith, NOBUYA, NâÂÂOKI from ROTTENGRAFFTY), "PICTURES" (feat. Yosh from Survive Said The Prophet, AG from NOISEMAKER), "Voice" (feat.Taka from ONE OK ROCK), "Rain", and "This Life".
On November 17, 2023, a documentary titled âÂÂSUNRISE TO SUNSETâ was released in Japan, paying tribute to the band.