Beside Myself is the debut studio album by American DJ and record producer Zubeyda Muzeyyen under the pseudonym DJ Haram. It was released on July 18, 2025, through Hyperdub. It received universal acclaim from critics.
DJ Haram grew up in New Jersey, and is based in New York. She is a member of the duo 700 Bliss, along with Moor Mother. Beside Myself is her third solo release for Hyperdub, following the Grace EP (2019) and the Handplay EP (2023). The album includes contributions from Dakn, Aquiles Navarro, BbyMutha, Sha Ray, August Fanon, Moor Mother, Kayy Drizz, Armand Hammer, Abdul Hakim Bilal, Carmen Nebula, and El Kontessa. The voice of Nawal El Saadawi is used on the album's song "Badass".
Tom Morgan of Clash described the album as "a visceral, sinister collection of shapeshifting club music that combines Middle Eastern instrumentation, Jersey club aggression and noise-flecked electronica to create a confrontational but relentlessly thrilling intoxicant." He added, "in spite of its threatening, intimidating moodscapes, it's stacked with exhilarating club bangers." Ben Cardew of Pitchfork commented that "Beside Myself is as twisted as life itself, an audacious mixture of Jersey club, rap, punk, heavy guitars, live percussion, and classical elegance, where anger, joy, and frustration come mushed up in tangles like classroom Play-Doh." He added, "Beside Myself is dramatic and daring, the agreeably messy sound of the kind of radical freedom that might not change our sinking world but can liberate the willing mind." Aydin Khalili of The Quietus stated, "With this cutting-edge cohort of collaborators, DJ Haram has delivered a debut worthy of an artist intent on tearing through the clichés that cling to both sound and identity â confronting the systems that colonise, both outwardly and within."
Credits adapted from liner notes.